happy birthday 18th tammy (:



i was eating brkfast outside the study corner ytd when i saw this.
so i took a snap of it .
editted for some puny little reasons
and my mind went haywire the whole day.
kept thinking of the things which i shudnt
got nagging from alicia for thinking
hmph~ ) :

maybe i had been lying to myself all these while,
or maybe it is only ytd.
i just hope so..
sihui, didn u tell urself to stop tinking.
is it even worth for you to think abt someone who isnt thinking abt u anymore?
or someone who doesn even cherish a frenship u both had now?
who is in the wrong? - i kept askin myself.
more than a month of silence
what else lies ahead?
how many more hurdles of obstacles i had to cross to see some hope of light?
i just feel my heart had stopped beating since tht day
i was dead//
a fairy with a broken wing?
a candle without flame.
a tune without music
tht's how i am feeling..

the sentences tht my frens had always told me,
"dont ponder on the relation tht nv returns"
"he hurts u even before a relationship had started, what else?"
i am stubborn to keep thinking now.
sihui wake up!!

at night, someone tag in my blog.
i tot it was him.
how i really wish it was him.
but the first word prove me wrong.
then i knew it was wallace.
hais.
sihui sihui.
wad r u tinking now?

revising BSC this few days.
hais.
sad lah
the most confident n strongest subject now had turn up to be my weakest one now.
hais.
keep forgetting to add this or forget to minus tht
careless..

buck up!! sihui!!
can some one teach me hw to solve this eq.
52 = 100-20log(d) -8
'd' is the unknown.solve for d.
me,aishah n wang bei even consult the seniors.
but to no vaid.
hais.

one more paper and i am free (:

can sumone tell me, what shud i do now when i koe he will nv return back to me.